FORGIVENESS by RabbiD 07/12/2018

I recently reached out to a former employer (an attorney) who I hadn’t spoken to in years. I wanted to refer over 90 cases to him and he declined. His response was simply, “no thanks.” His short and quick decline was a bit of a shock because he and I worked pretty well together. We used to travel a lot together on cases and I was cool with his wife (who used to be a man). He has a trans daughter (a teen at that time). She used to suffer from night terrors. I vividly remember praying a lot for his daughter and his marriage. I worked for him BEORE becoming a “Rabbi.”


I was wondering… is he offended that I became a Rabbi? He and I never had a “falling out” so I guess I was taken aback. *I KNOW I NEVER HURT HIM OR HIS FAMILY. The only thing I did was quit to pursue a different realm of law.


In my last blog, I mentioned that I am very aware of the fact that I am not a good person. I am embarrassed and ashamed about that, especially now since G-d is the focus of my life. I live to worship HIM.

I cannot change who I was in the past. I cannot change past mistakes or hurts caused by me to others. All I can say is I AM TRULY SORRY. I hope that IF anyone I have hurt in the past comes across this blog /vlog (YT video), he/she/it will forgive me.

I will go a step further… believe me when I say, I am not worth HATING. Hate takes so much energy out of people. All you do is physically and emotionally hurt yourself. How do I know this? G-d recently called me out on someone I didn’t even know I hated. He told me to forgive her or accept my own damnation. He didn’t want to hear my excuses or reasons (which- by the way, stem from my childhood or lack thereof).


I remain a person with blemishes. I will NEVER be perfect and I will never be able to please all people who cross my path in this world, this life. All I can do is apologize, repent and give it to G-d because HE knows my heart and my inner intentions.

EPHESIANS 1:7, “In Him, we have redemption through his blood, the forgivness of sins, in accordance with the riches of G-d’s grace.”

ACTS 13:38, “Therefore my friends, I want you to know that through Jesus the forgiveness of sins is proclaimed to you.”

In the meantime, I will continue to aspire to be more “Christ-like.” The old me would have never even thought to change. The fact that I know that I’m being spoken to by the only and most High G-d confirms that not only do I have to continue to strive for betterment as a person, I must also remain close with Him (Jesus).

What does this mean?

It means I have to continue to talk the talk and continue to walk the walk, hoping to one day get it right. Of course I’ll never get it right. Only JESUS did.

You might ask “WHY ARE YOU SAYING THIS?” Because. satan has a way of making us feel unworthy of repentance. He’s like a mix between a cockroach and one of those chicks from that old movie “Mean Girls” with Lindsay Lohan. The accuser lurks around us, hoping to find a crack and sneak in thoughts of guilt, shame, hurt, depression, etc.

In the words and power of JESUS I say: GET THEE BEHIND ME SATAN!
I am a child of the most high G-d, and accordingly, “NO WEAPON FORMED AGAINST ME SHALL PROSPER.”

Matthew 16:23, “But he turned and said unto Peter, get thee behind me, satan; thou art an offence unto me; for thou savoriest not the things that be of G-d, but those that be of men.”

The past is DONE. TOMORROW is yet unknown. TODAY we have the compassion, salvation, mercy and grace of Adonai, through his Son, Christ Jesus. Let’s embrace it!


If you can relate to anything I’ve written in this blog, let’s embrace and accept the Almighty’s love for us and continue to walk this narrow path in the fight of our lives (souls) as the apostle Paul and so many others did before us.

Be blessed,


I Could Have DIED Yesterday by RabbiD 07/09/2018

**STATEMENT: I have no filter, therefore, if you cannot take the truth about how I feel, PLEASE DO NOT READ or LISTEN TO THIS BLOG / VLOG.


Watch “Intro 7/9/2018” on YouTube

I am HUMAN so I don’t kid myself in thinking that I’m without sin. I’ve always known that I’m not a good person, especially since I’m one of those unwanted foster kids.

The difference is that since truly giving my heart to Christ Jesus, I’ve changed. I see all of my flaws -I call myself out and hope to improve for the selfishness of my own soul, and naturally, the betterment of G-d’s work here on earth in these end times.

Lately, I’ve embraced 🙏prayer and scripture. I find peace within my heart after reading; especially if I feel lost or “off.” On a side note, I also believe in fasting (i.e. no food nor drink as is custom for us Jews during Yom Kippur). I admit that I must improve on fasting more often.

For as faulty as I continue to be as a human being, G-D has answered so many of my prayers this past week (for petitions on behalf of people close to me). Having these prayers answered has given me added courage because the accuser has been working overtime against us, the body of Christ.

Spiritual warfare has definitely increased. If you aren’t being targeted, consider yourself blessed.

I’m humbled by G-d’s continued mercy and grace. I have been trying to focus on giving G-D / Christ Jesus praise and glory, in thanksgiving.

ALL OF MY RECENT PRAISE MUST HAVE UPSET THE ENEMY because yesterday, the 😈 accuser tried to take me out, NO JOKE – LITERALLY with FIRE & FLAMES. The person I was with told me that she thought I handled it well and reacted calmly. (This is very NOT me…LOL; usually, I go into IMMEDIATE freak-out mode.) I believe Jesus was with me. I believe that my immediate life-saving reaction was Christ intervening by His hand or one of G-d’s good angels. Honestly, this is all so surreal…

What’s crazy is that when I saw the flame (ONE GIANT RED FLAME which could have easily set fire to my clothes), I felt in my spirit that it was an evil angry flame looking to deter my faith in Christ. Luckily it’s JESUS CHRIST that I always think of first. I am no Shadrach, Meshach or Abednego, but I can now imagine how they must have felt dancing in flames with the Lord and not feeling an ounce of pain… simply rejoicing in praise with G-d. You see, no matter how one dies, it’s G-d our creator who is there with us, if we are in Him.


Daniel 3:16-18, “Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego replied to him, “King Nebuchadnezzar, we do not need to defend ourselves before you in this matter. 17 If we are thrown into the blazing furnace, the God we serve is able to deliver us from it, and he will deliver us from Your Majesty’s hand. 18 But even if he does not, we want you to know, Your Majesty, that we will not serve your gods or worship the image of gold you have set up.”

Daniel 3:25, “He answered and said, Lo, I see four men loose, walking in the midst of the fire, and they have no hurt; and the form of the fourth is like the Son of God.”



BUT, like I said, AS ALWAYS, JESUS had my back and put out the flames of that LITERAL fire 💪. I seriously could have burned to death. Even more awesome, all of this occurred before a witness so that I could testify as to yet, another miracle, in JESUS’ name.

I’m alive today because of my faith and trust in G-D THE FATHER. Also, because there’s more work to do for G-d. 🙌💪👊

Thank you Lord G-d. Once again you have saved my life. I do not deserve your continued mercy and grace, but I am truly grateful for it. Funny how satan tries to kill us after we find a reason to live. Although technically, the bible says in 2 Corinthians 5:17(ESV), “Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation.[a] The old has passed away; behold, the new has come.”

Near death experiences are a good reminder that we humans can die so quickly and unexpectedly – without warning. Which is why we have to remain in prayer and repentance at the very least. satan is always lurking. It’s his “M.O.”

The fact that I’m alive to write this is a testimony and a REMINDER to satan and his minions/demon buddies that my G-d is greater than anything. HE is the ALPHA AND OMEGA, THE BEGINNING AND THE END. HE IS THE FIRST AND THE LAST.

➡ I will die WHEN MY CREATOR SAYS, NOT when satan’s stunts attempt to kill me.

In order to show you what type of flame I encountered, I GOOGLED: “EVIL FLAME.”…0….341.1553.0j3j3j1……0….1………0i67j0i10j0i7i30j0i8i7i30.bLEx4PhsiWk&sfr=con&tbs=itp:animated&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwjKi_jF1ZHcAhVQMt8KHZXlCToQlJcCCBooAQ


I found the exact type of flame searching the term “Evil / Demonic SPELLS.”

The apostle Paul mentions the word “reprove” several times within his letters. This can mean “rebuke” (Titus 1:13) or “correct.” (Matthew 18:15) It means to reprove by exposing sin or fault.

Paul writes, “Take no part in the unfruitful works of darkness, but instead expose them” (Ephesians 5:11). Or, “As for those who persist in sin, rebuke them in the presence of all, so that the rest may stand in fear” (1 Timothy 5:20).

Similarly, John wrote, “Everyone who does wicked things hates the light and does not come to the light, lest his works should be exposed” (John 3:20). And then again, about the Holy Spirit, “When he comes, HE will convict [or expose] the world concerning sin and righteousness and judgment” (John 16:8).

I say AMEN!

Yesterday’s incident has only increased my LOVE, FAITH and TRUST in G-D, the Great I AM, through Christ Jesus. G-D HAS ALWAYS HAD MY BACK. The Almighty will continue to protect me until HE deems otherwise.

On a more serious note, I always write/talk/blog/vlog about having what I perceive to be a G-d given “gut instinct” when it comes to reading his word, praying, repenting, discerning, etc.

I now feel as though the falling away has occurred… we know what’s to come next according to 2 Thessalonians 2:3-4 (KJV), “3 Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition; 4 Who opposeth and exalteth himself above all that is called God, or that is worshipped; so that he as God sitteth in the temple of God, shewing himself that he is God.”

I believe G-d through his holy spirit has given me a message. The devil is out to get ME and soon, I will die. I don’t know when or how, but I feel it will be this year. I don’t know why I feel this way; I just do.

I am NOT afraid and I’m honored to die for Christ Jesus, my Lord, my redeemer – my savior. PLEASE KNOW THAT CHRIST JESUS MEANT WHAT IS SAID IN:
**LUKE 9:23 (KJV), “23 And he said to them all, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross daily, and follow me.”

I don’t know about you, but I’m happy to take up my cross daily and follow HIM.

Be blessed,

PRAISE HIM – The Great “I AM” [While We Still Can] by RabbiD 07/08/2018

Today, NO doom and gloom, just praise! Besides, G-d has not given us a spirit of fear. We shall only “fear the Lord our G-d,” NO ONE ELSE.



Today’s blog is to inspire and encourage you to DANCE LIKE DAVID DANCED. DANCE LIKE ENOCH DANCED. SOON, we will meet our creator and be with Him forever IF we are found worthy.

I am not perfect, therefore I live my life day by day… praying, repenting, reading and HOPING to be worthy of an early death (whether by martyrism or not), so long as I die in HIM I’m great. What can I say, I will die trying to walk like Christ Jesus.

Until that day, I must serve and praise Him and DANCE, LIKE DAVID DANCED. 🙂



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All glory to G-D our Father, the GREAT “I AM;” He is the FIRST AND THE LAST, THE ALPHA AND OMEGA WHO IS, WAS AND WILL ALWAYS BE. The great I AM (G-D) IS time itself. It is HE who controls all aspects of the universe, earth, humanity and even demons. It’s cool to know my G-d causes them to tremble.


Revelation 22:13, “I am the Alpha and the Omega, the First and the Last, the Beginning and the End.”

Isaiah 44:6, “This is what the LORD says- Israel’s King and Redeemer, the LORD Almighty: I am the first and I am the last; apart from me there is no God.”

Revelation 1:17, “When I saw him, I fell at his feet as though dead. Then he placed his right hand on me and said: “Do not be afraid. I am the First and the Last.”



Fun praise concert⬇:

Watch “Salvador worship live” on YouTube

Praise song suggestions (very different from norm): ⬇

Watch “The Sacrifice Lamb (Official Lyric Video) Messianic Worship Song” on YouTube

Watch “Shema by Anna Brooks (Shema Yisrael)” on YouTube

Watch “The Resistance, Josh Garrels (With Lyrics) Holy Grounds” on YouTube

Watch “Casting Crowns – East to West (with Lyrics)” on YouTube

Watch “Praise You In This Storm w/ Lyrics!!” on YouTube

Watch “Praises go up” on YouTube

Watch “Joshua Aaron – Every Tribe – w/ Subtitles (feat. Chief Joseph RiverWind & John Schlitt) כל שבט” on YouTube

Watch “Revelator by Josh Garrels (with LYRICS)” on YouTube

Watch “Joshua Aaron – Kadosh Ata (Music Video) Messianic Praise and Worship” on YouTube

Watch “Joshua Aaron – Give Thanks (Hodu) Official Audio – feat. Michael Neale” on YouTube

YIDDISH / HEBREW Jewish praise songs: ⬇

Watch “Motty Steinmetz – Ani Ma’amin | מוטי שטיינמץ – אני מאמין (HEB/ENG Subtitles)” on YouTube

Watch “Beri Weber & Motty Steinmetz: Al Tashlijeni!” on YouTube

Watch “מוטי שטיינמץ – הנשמה בקרבי | Motty Steinmetz-Haneshama Bekirbi” on YouTube

Watch “MBD Steinmetz & Shira “Vseirov” Aaron Teitelbaum Production | מרדכי בן דוד שטיינמץ ושירה ותערב” on YouTube

Watch “Avinu Malkeinu – Shira Choir ft. Shulem Lemmer | אבינו מלכינו ״מקהלת שירה״ ושלום למר” on YouTube

Watch “מוטי שטיינמץ – צאינה וראינה – ישיבה עטרת שלמה | Motty Steinmetz Sings New Song” on YouTube

Watch “Yeshuati – Elihana Elia | ישועתי –אליחנה אליה” on YouTube

Watch “Idan Yaniv – אנשים אנשים – רמיקס” on YouTube

Watch “Sh’ma Israel – [Wonderful] Meydad Tasa long Version !” on YouTube

Watch “Susana Allen – Shalom Aleichem – Lyrics and Translation” on YouTube

Watch “Bashana Haba’a – בשנה הבאה” on YouTube

Watch “Siman Tov ! Mazal Tov ! – [Heiveinu Shalom Aleichem]” on YouTube

Watch “Ofra Haza – Yerushalayim Shel Zahav – Jerusalem Of Gold – English Translation” on YouTube

Keep your armor on; Remain in prayer and repentance. READ His word; it’s His way of speaking to us. The great I AM is worthy of nothing short of praise.

Stay strong and fear nothing but G-D. Let’s show the other guy that we will not be moved, come what may. 💪👊



HAPPY 4th of July, G-D is Good [Live on YouTube]- by RabbiD 07/04/2018

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Barukh ata Adonai elohenu melekh ha’olam, shehecheyanu, v’kiyimanu, v’higiyanu la’z’man ha’zeh

Blessed are You Lord our God, Ruler of the Universe who has given us life, sustained us, and allowed us to reach this day.

All glory to G-d, our Father, through Jesus Christ- His one and only Son/ our Savior.

SOME prople drink; IF you do, be SAFE and be blessed,


CAIN, ENOCH Within Jewish Text by RabbiD 07/01/2018

These last few days I’ve been reading Jewish text, i.e. the Midrash, specifically the Sefer HaYashar.


It’s so easy to get lost within its descriptive writings and visually imagine how we came to be as a creation – From Adam & Cain’s birth through their death… those times and prophets from that era.

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It’s nice to read that CAIN immediately REPENTED after killing his brother. Not sure why that’s not in the bible.

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I’m not sure why the dialogue between Abel and Cain (before Abel was killed) is not discussed within the bible. Nor does bible mention Adam & Cain’s death, like Jewish text does.

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I feel bad for G-d. He love us so much but we fail him time and time again.

That is, except for one time on earth when it was ruled by Enoch.

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This blog is to bring encouragement. Our creator is real. If we try to walk according to His will and display the love we have for Him to others, then its a nice thought that we could be taken just as Enoch was. HOWEVER, I will not mislead you. In his time, ENOCH WAS FOUND TO BE RIGHTEOUS IN ALL WAYS THROUGHOUT HIS ENTIRE LIFE BY ALMIGHTY G-D HIMSELF.

I noticed that within Jewish text it’s mentioned that before the flood, G-D took all who belonged to him by way of “death” BEFORE NOAH built the ark.

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This is why in my YT videos I always say, G-d just might allow us to be taken at once by way of catastrophe. Honestly, that would be a blessing in disguise to spare us from what’s to come.

I know that I would be happy with that.

Be blessed,

LOST Angeles Jokey Fake JEWS🔯 by RabbiD 06/27/2018

May the Lord forgive me for this post, however, I’ve seriously had it with some of my people (Jews).


I know that we aren’t supposed to speak badly of others. Honestly, I’ve kept silent until now. And it’s only my love for Adonai that triggers me to speak the words within this blog.

Lately, I’ve come across a few fellow “JEWS” who just don’t know much about Judaism. By that I mean Jewish culture or worship of Hashem, the G-d of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob.

Coming across these “Jewish” people isn’t just shocking to me – it’s tremendously sad.

We are living in a historic Jewish / messianic period. A time spoken of by the prophets yet, the Lost Angeles Jews whom I come across, profess Judaism as their culture and/or religion because they can order a bagel w/lox, a knish, matzo ball soup, etc.


Others believe they are Jews because they can throw out a Yiddish word or two like “oy vey,” or “shalom.” But don’t upset them because then you’re a “schmuck” or a “putts.” That seems to be the extent of their Judaism.  They don’t even realize that some of the words they use are very offensive to other Jews, like say Orthodox or Chasidics.

Does Jewish Text allow me to call you out? YES.


I have news for you… THAT’S NOT JUDAISM. So, what is?




Believing and having Faith in G-D, honoring him by reading His word within Torah and/or other Jewish text is a good start, “Teshuvah”… repentance.

Perhaps you can start being Jewish “religiously” by not wearing a rainbow yarmulke or tallis; maybe something a little more reserved.  Why?

Because G-d doesn’t care about your political views. And, to be honest, I believe Torah states that Adonai created Adam and Eve, NOT Adam and Steve.

For the record, none of us would be here if Hashem started creation off with Adam and Steve.

If you choose to go the “Adam and Steve” way, then please do so by not blaspheming the Almighty.  We were chosen to serve Him… to suffer, endure and stand NOT run around and demand rights which won’t have meaning in our next life -be it paradise or hell.



Getting involved in today’s society, teaching millennial Jews to stand and be proud of our heritage despite repeated persecution, Hashem is always there to bail us out, IF WE BELIEVE AND TRUST IN HIM.

I share this information with you out of love, as well as my respect for our culture, tradition, belief in Hashem. HE WILL NOT BE MOCKED.

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And now I’ve said my peace.  I ask forgiveness from you and G-d if you’re in this category, as I also am a sinner.

I care about what Adonai thinks of me, that’s all which should matter because in the end, ETERNITY IS A VERY LONG TIME.


The Prince That Shall Come by RabbiD 06/25/2018


Watch “The first EVER official British royal visit to Israel will begin on Monday” on YouTube


Watch “Britain’s Prince William meets Syrian refugees at Jordan’s Jerash site” on YouTube


The prince that shall come has several titles in the bible.

One of the titles is “antichrist.”

The biblical character doesn’t run around the world with horns. The prince to come (will be more like a prince that’s here already), someone who  believes he’s doing good.

I don’t believe either one of these young princes is the one, however I do believe the Hashemite prince just may be the one acting “as if.”




IMG_4833He’s effectively acting against Christ Jesus, not realizing it -thinking he’s doing the “right thing. ”

The prince will be used by his real name  (but unknown to us, now). Sometime later, he will proclaim, “I will ascend above the heights of the clouds; I will be like the most high.” (ISAIAH 14:14).

2 CORINTHIANS 11:14-15, “And no wonder for satan himself masquerades as an angel of light. It is not surprising then, if his servants also masquerade as servants of righteousness. Their end will be what their actions deserve.”

Something’s brewing…

In the eyes of the world inhabitants, whose hearts have been radically closed (allowed to be deceived) by the Almighty, the prince will be a man celebrated as an embodiment  of all that a good, desent, moral, peaceful, moderate and which any well intentioned man should aspire to be. A wonderful prince who will possess admirable goals and abilities.

Or, as I like to call him… a jacker of all trades, a liar, a deceiver.

MATTHEW 10:28, “Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather, be afraid of the One who can destroy both soul and body in hell.”

Last night I had a vague and intense dream. During the dream I was told to Board a bus.

What that means, I don’t know. I just know something sinister is in the air and I rebuke it in Jesus’ name.


Be blessed,